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[May. 18th, 2005|02:26 pm] |
i want myself back.
anxiety attack numero gazillion.
i think i want to dance tonight and get it all back.
especially myself.
its the oddest thing.
limony snicket rules. |
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[May. 7th, 2005|03:29 pm] |
it kind of makes me laugh.
i bought a sundress. its good.
ugh. fiiine. |
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[May. 5th, 2005|10:59 pm] |
you strangers stop
giving me candy. |
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[May. 3rd, 2005|03:30 pm] |
i am too needy and it is horrible.
i feel like a puddle
one that mud touches
and the water gets all swirly with dirtyness
that dirt mud thing isnt about sadness or oppression or anything its cause i havent showered.
and the puddle part is because i feel weak.
and slippery.
dirty puddle that smells bad.
focusing is hard when you are a puddle
now i dont believe anything i think
its hard.
i am going to be reclusive for a while.
get rid of people.
i feel like they dont like me
and pretend the whole time.
why doesnt anyone care about anything?
why do passionate people not exist?
why do cant i dull myself into it?
shut up whiner.
whiny dirty smelly puddle.
something fell off
of the shelf inside of her |
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[May. 1st, 2005|11:26 pm] |
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my hands are really cold |
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[Apr. 29th, 2005|04:46 pm] |
my roomate got our gas turned off
i'd really like to take a shower, i feel gross.
i finally get a friday off, the first one ever since sweet tooth, and everyone abandons me.
i feel sad.
i had sushi last night though, that was awesome.
two papers two exams and i am done.
DONEeeeeeeee |
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[Apr. 27th, 2005|10:03 pm] |
today was the day of the latent throw up feeling
because i am crazy.
but i am a crazy size four.
which was like, whaaaa?
ow.
tomorrow is the last day of school
happy last day of school!
i feel sick
soporific = me |
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[Apr. 26th, 2005|03:12 am] |
taking a 8 hour nap in the afternoon
isnt a good idea.
why dont english teachers hit on students like they do in the movies?
so now i just need to focus and get all this shit done
i kept having these dreams of mundane occurances, like telling vanessa that we would go to class tomorrow.
this movie is so stupid i updated my livejournal during it.
come home! i am lonely. |
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[Apr. 24th, 2005|11:03 pm] |
last week of hard.
critical mass on friday
ryan is home
craziness and blockbuster
talk to me natalie!
life. |
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[Apr. 19th, 2005|11:01 pm] |
natalie's pictures make me jealous, i want nice hair again
my family is cccrazy.
i am now an accepted english major
i am being pumped full o' hormones to replace the ones i lack
thanks to my pituitary.
i lost my glasses
my dog burns the grass when he pees
i drank two containers of green tea today
ate an english muffin, an orange, chinese and two slices of pizza
which seems like a lot to me?
i saw diana which was really nice and she ate the mushrooms out of my chinese
dodgeball tomorrow, i am impressed that i have five friends
lets see how long this takes.
my poetry got rejected.
i keep having mood swings
harry potter soon.
i love my bike.
i didnt get any TAPP money
but
it is spring and that makes it easier to forget that i am a raving lunatic, my sister hates me, my boyfriend tolerates me, i have no money and i keep bursting into tears unprovoked.
but i am good with chopsticks. i can eat rice with them. |
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